Uranus/Pluto Square

Uranus/Pluto Square

We are still under this sky and the changes we are all going through are deep and I believe will be everlasting. There's a lot of unearthing and exposing of the truth that has been buried for a long time. Those people who have never thought they have power will wake up one day to find they have gained power they never knew they have. And there are those who have been so used to losing, will find his strength to fight his own battles and win. And I bet to those people who think they are powerful and in control will have to face that biting reality of not having anything at all. The changes under this intense sky can turn a coal into a diamond; a butterfly could finally emerge from a long cocoon state and is ready to fly.

I have seen so many death and carcasses along the way. To be honest, I feel disgusted and yet rejuvenated in a way that I have never felt before. Buried thoughts, I used to have, and the fire inside of me that's long been buried have now the avenue to show itself. Those who do not know what it feels like to be truly powerful will be surprise for what he has learned. I, for one have been surprised. I can say that I am now in the different place than I used to be. There are still feelings of rage and anger and yet the feelings have now found a way to release itself to make way for the healing process.

Process it is. Uranus/Pluto Square makes us experience a process we all never have experience, perhaps depending on the house placement it falls in the natal chart. Mine is the 12th and 9th house combination. I have discovered hidden talents and hidden parts of myself I never knew it is there. I can't say it is all good because unearthing is; I have to tell you, painful. There were events that happened in the past which pushed me to discover it. Now, when I look back, I realized that if not for those awful and tragic events, I won't be able to discover what I needed to be complete. As the saying goes, you'll never know what courage truly means until courage is the only choice you got.

It feels like we are on the edge of a mountain top. And what we are looking for is not on the top yet we spent the past years of our lives climbing that mountain only to be deceived by its promised. Tired and wearied for the loss we had, we want to go down trying to take back what was lost but there is no going back. The mountain we climbed has become too steep and we're too tired and too old, too sick to go on for another adventure. Then at the top, we find ourselves alone, cold and separated from the world. We can't stay at the mountain because it reminded us too much of what we lost, of the past. So we want to leave but there is no way to go down. The only choice we have is to fly away from the mountain top.

But the problem is, we don't know how to. We spent our whole past perfecting our skills in climbing, forgetting what it's like to fly. Now that we need it, we have no means of learning it. Only then we realized that the only way to learn how to fly is to actually fly. We did. We jumped off the cliff, then those fears we thought were real, weren't. Those insecurities we thought are us, aren't. That moment we fly, we knew, we knew deep inside that we weren't lost after all.

And that my friend, is Uranus/Pluto Square. It feels like it, at least.