My father and I used to talk about time and life. He used to
tell me, no matter how hard you try in life, if the time isn’t ripe, it isn’t
ripe. Nothing will work, nothing ever will. Having a very prominent Chiron in my
chart, (Chiron, 1st House), I have to tell you that only until I had
my first Saturn return that I had certainty about myself. I never knew who I am
until I started doing the right thing. I used to ask myself, who am I, where is
my niche, where do I suppose to go. It’s frustrating to live your life and not
being able to really live it. You find yourself being consumed by the pain of
others, cannot differentiate your own pain with them, it’s disconcerting. And
believe me, it sucks.
Chiron has to wait while he bleeds to death because it is
just what life is, It is what Saturn wants him to do. Wait, dodge the bullets
for a while and then almost die trying to search for a cure that isn’t really
available. Life sucks.
Why only now, asks Chiron, why now? What not before when I
had a chance.
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