You know that saying that the best art or the best
literature are made during house arrest? Why house arrest? Because only through
listening intently to our thoughts that we can be truly honest with ourselves
and only through honest with ourselves that we can truly create an art. An art
that is beneficial not only to ourselves
but to the world as well. I call this house as a Tsunami house. The 12th
house is like the ocean, the dustbin of everything on this earth. Who knows
what lurks on the oceanic floor. It is just there, sitting on the horizon
innocently, waiting, just waiting quietly, making us appreciate the sunset and
dawn, touching our foot when we step on to sea shore.
But when the ocean is awaken and when the earth moves it,
that passive body of water can be the most destructive thing anyone can see. A
tsunami can destroy the whole fucking island and kill every inhabitant in it.
It is even worse than a volcanic eruption. When a tsunami hits there’s only one
thing it does, destroys. It leaves all carcasses and debris and waste, our
waste once it leaves. The water is the strongest of all elements. It is not the
earth. It is not air or fire. It is water because it has the power to destroy
and leave none alive.
When the 12th house starts acting, or when a
writer suddenly found himself in a house arrest and he doesn’t have a choice
but to sit still, he can write or create literary pieces that can blow our
minds away. When the collective subconscious is awaken, there is no way anyone
would be spared. It doesn’t care whether you are a priest or a king. It doesn’t
care if you are a child even. All your waste, your thoughts will all come back
to you. For me, a 12th house person is the most dangerous person of
all or anyone with Neptune significantly connected in his chart. A Neptunian
can read your thoughts even without you talking about it. That person knows who
you are or the parts of yourself you don’t even know exists. The Neptunian
simple knows because it knows the things you’re not telling. It is there in
him, somewhere along his existence. Who knows, the next novel you might be
reading on his behalf is all about you.
The 12th house is the house of loss. And I believe
that the only way to get there is to lose something. It is the only way. I also
believe that the answers you are seeking in the 1st house, mostly
about your personality and everything that’s about you on the surface are or
can be found in the 12th house. Some people actually uses drugs or mind altering
substance in order to get in touch with their 12th house because not
only this is the house of loss, this is also the house of escape, escape from
the reality that’s tormenting you. Here, time is meaningless and
responsibilities of daily harsh life become blurry and insignificant. Even
achievements or worldly honors are insignificant in the 12th house
because you become one with the world.
Although, this is the house of loss, this is also the house
of immense potential. I believe that a person can truly transform his entire
life once he mastered the 12th house. I mean, the 12th
proceeds the 1st house where we relate to the world. So it goes
without saying that whatever it is on the 12th would eventually
affect the 1st. If you were able to gain mastery over your thoughts
and whatever it is on your 12th house, your life will change.
And it is also the reason why using drugs or any form of
mind altering substances should be avoided. You know why? Because when you
reach the 12th house, the most important thing you have to learn is
to trust your thoughts. But drugs can actually strip away your ability to be
confident with your own thoughts. Drugs can simply fuck up your mind and your
ability to be confident with your own thought, lest with your own potential.
Here in the 12th house, we experience a lot of loss, of time, or
life moving forward without us. There will be times when depression and loneliness
will creeps up but for someone who has Chiron on the 1st, such
isolation is the greatest gift he could possibly have in this lifetime.
Some say there is a hope for the 12th house
person. But I believe that the person who has gone through the 12th
house journey becomes the hope that he badly needs to find. He becomes the
world’s savior.
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