For me, to grow is to heal certain parts of my personality which
I no longer like to have. We all have gone through come growing up years where
we may abandoned ourselves without knowing we are carrying wounds. We may have experienced
traumatic events in the past that left us deeply wounded. These things I
believe have nowhere to go but on the deep recesses in our minds and in our
emotional selves. Those memories will keep haunting us and will keep coming
back trying to relive the feelings of what we have experienced before. And it’s
tormenting because who wants to experience the same trauma in the past, who wants
to back in that time? I believe that not until we healing that certain parts of
our personalities that we can get past the wound. We must as we have no choice.
We have it inside us to generate this healing process. I am
not expert but I believe, perhaps it is different in everyone depending on the
standing of the Scorpio in our charts. All I know is that, and the most
important thing to remember is that, we all have Scorpio inside us and it is up
to us on how to use it’s energy for our benefit and for the benefit of others.
Consciousness is perhaps one way to do it. We have to be consciousness about
our inner workings, about what makes us fearful, what makes us feel at a lost
and so on and so forth.
Life is much more mysterious and deep than I imagine it
would be. It is far more complex and I guess, more beautiful. There is a
horizon inside us and it is up to us to discover it and live it’s beauty. We
are an ever forming piece of art, and we are the master, the artist who decides
which color to use next, what kind of strokes to make. To heal oneself is just
only one process we have to go through. But we must go through it. It is not negotiable.
It is not exclusive also. It is available in all of us, it is just a matter of
thinking the right thoughts and braving our demons.
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